galit (yata) ako.Activate initiation in
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4...
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1.
Activation completed.
I must now proceed to why I came here for.
Look here, man. If you think that letting me into that almost all-is-well reality of yours with everything seemingly good enough in it would be an automatic insult to my so-called frail fortitude, then you are definitely in the position to know this apparently mislaid detail. With all the sincerity that I could ever spit out of my system... I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT IT.
Don't get this whole ranting thing wrong. I am not mad at you for preferring to go for that... deep sea creature I once used to fancy and (as shamefully as it may seem) wished to snag as an - on the face of it - unattainable stag. Point being... FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! I chose this motherfucking friendship over that tiny heap of fascination towards that THING. Why the hell can't you?
I am not saying that you have totally bartered all the love and friendship in the world just to have him constantly by your side and to have him dig up his strong points from you whenever he gets to see some fucking flicks of sheer terror. No. The thing is, you choose to rant about him more often when, in fact, there are a lot more things and matters of GREATER importance to discuss. Nakuha mo pang unahin yang pangit na yan kesa sa mga... nevermind.
I am most extensively annoyed at this
feeling-mo-masasaktan-ako-kapag-sinabi-mo-sa-aking-may-nagaganap-na-palang-kakatuwang-mga-bagay-sa-inyong-dalawa crap. Damn that son of a... Why can't you even trust me well enough? Know that I HAVE trusted YOU if you must, and that I could've been there to listen and to understand. Unti-untiin mo lang sana, hindi pa kasi totally nawawala ang lahat, if I must admit. Magiging awkward ang lahat. HAHAHA.
Sigh.
So. In a nutshell... Just do me a favor and do this friendship justice.
... and I'm sorry for having chosen a few unpleasant terms to express my irritation towards this something I wish I could restore back to full health with my spit. (haha, nabigla din ako nung nire-read ko ang lahat-lahat) it's just that this situation's getting old at tancha ko, ni hindi mo pa nga alam na alam ko na ang mga nangyayari.
Mahal pa rin naman kita eh. :D prens poreber!
Even a fish can stay out of trouble if it keeps its fucking mouth closed.
Haha. Ewan ko. Maybe, as long as you find happiness... all will turn out well. :)
And mother of mercy! He's all yours. I don't think he'll ever be good enough. FOR ME, at the very least. :D
Screw Paris Hilton for having died in that grotesque manner in house of wax. Lintek yan, kausap ko si ding kagabi from 9:00 pm to 1:00 am and that gory image kept on jamming all the good things that I could possibly lay my eyes on in multiples. Wala lang.
Hindi ko pa nakita yung Jupiter kagabi. Haha. Malay ko ba kung andun talaga yun.
-_-
Sige na. Kakain na lang ako ng mamon.
