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Thursday, August 24, 2006

74,000,000 with the rest of the never-ending zeros

It's very annoying when certain people try to SHOVE IT IN MY FACE that I have done something off-beam and I should be, like, condemned for it. Simple yet highly powerful remarks would honestly suffice... it actually even makes me feel comfortable enough knowing that I am still worthy of way better things. Isang salita, o di tapos! Wala naman talagang may kailangan ng madaming satsat mo eh. Being better than I am in terms of aspects in which academics are of great concern doesn't give you the privilege to step on my aptitudes. You'd better be aware of who you are now for I believe I wouldn't have the heart to tolerate your imprudent actions the next time you attack me with that similar stupidity.

At alam ko ang difference ng Paint sa MS Excel, ano.

... wala lang. Just something I had to let out. :)

For almost one whole week, we have been running so many errands (even those which are definitely out of our concerns) that, even at night, I couldn't find myself not thinking too much about tomorrow before sleeping. Every day's activities are just too much and they are, little by little, starting to wear on me. From the very beginning I didn't want and actually expect THIS, but there's just no use trying to put things into reverse. Anyway, only a day more to go and we'll be off to welcome the warm and happy sunshine back with arms wide open. I love you, sabado! :))

But at the rear view of every sunshine's highly pleasing company loom the dark, heavy rains set forth to, time and time, put fortitudes to test.

I just received a freaking 74 on my accounting subject and, for what it's worth, didn't give a damn about it although I am terribly afraid. I wouldn't want my parents to think that they're sending some ungrateful, filthy boar to school, only for it to waste their cash into sloth and nothingness. I wouldn't want them to think that I suddenly have just had all the what used to be "intelligence" that I once had for some "stupid student club" (which costs me only nothing but my VIGOR, for crying out loud). I wouldn't want them to get that disappointed all over again when they last saw that frigging 70-something mark on my junior card. They're just not used to it, and I really would want them to end up being HAPPY, for once.

She gave me that, and I don't blame her. It all boils down on me. I just hope that she'll adjust it into an 80-something for I am much more commendable of such mark. :(

And one thing's for sure. I'm not ending up being like some kids whose inability to weave through the basic mastery of the English language has put their reputes off the deep end.

"I don't want to swim because I hate swim and I don't have swimsuit."

Sayang ka. :))

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Mejo nakalimutan ko ata yung prinsipyo ko. Patawad.

It got the best of me :(

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Lord God, sana po ay tantanan na ng mga kawalan ng katarungan ng mga makamundong pagnanasa ng mga tao ang pananapak sa kung ano ang nararapat. Lalo na po yung mga katangahan ng nadadala sa.... NAKOW, Lord God. Patawarin na, please.

Pampaputi nga ng kilikili jan, please. Me taong nangangailangan, eh.


the generic generator @ 7:41 PM

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Friday, August 04, 2006

My hands are trembling and my eyes are on fire. This house is crumbling, left brain and left out on the wire. You make me happy and you magnify my better half. You make me certain though all I have today is your photograph. My past is perilous, but each scar I bear sings -- monuments to where I have been and melodies to where I am going.

When will I see you again?

Still-life can only go so far and I need you in front of me, saying my name and saying to me, "I want you the way you are. You, the way you are. "

You make me happy.


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I am still hoping for those previous attempts to finally quit verging on futility. Maaabutan din kita, hayop ka. :))

the generic generator @ 7:59 PM

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kim n.

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