After going through my previous blog entries, bigla na lang na-trigger yung urge ko na magsulat ulit. My writing's been crappy over the past few months (which I spent on fruitless yet highly entertaining means) and just this afternoon, I felt like I really have to do something about it. After all, what else is a PAULEEN columnist left to do with only but a few motherfucking days left before the start of classes? And please, do check out the opening date. It's a hyper blasted 06-06-06, baby :))

Well... at least the day itself seemingly shows a bit of a promise.

Ayoko sanang pumasok kasi sa araw rin na yan mismo ipapalabas yung movie na "The Omen." We had the chance to view its trailer while waiting for the initiation of the much awaited X-Men 3 movie last Monday and upon my word... I was literally kept at the edge of my seat. The sounds, the effects, the pounding of the heart of whoever might've owned it and the emotions it pressed out of the profundity of my being... Lintek. Iba talaga eh. Mukhang maganda. Haha :))

And oh, this Tuesday, I am tasked to take a hold of the section Anne de Tilly's plaque card, together with Thea. Good heavens. Ayoko sanang may kasama sa pagbabantay (to be able to prove my underlying worth, if you know what I mean) but I think Eka and the rest of the SGB officers are just taking it easy on me, being a new member and all. And it didn't take me overnight to figure out on how right they are, mind you. Wala pa akong gaanong leadership skills while Kay and Gel obviously have full potentials. Haha. And the rest younger than me, you ask? Blablabla.

Ito lang ang masasabi ko: Please. Dun ka na lang sa stage magdadada. Shoot some flamingos, twinkle toes. :))

*checks out a Y!M window only to find out that only 20 people are online, about 9 of which are logged in on the SMS service*

I have seriously been waiting for someone to log in since last Thursday, but my strenuous waiting still proves to be futile as of the moment. Holy mother of Jeebas. Kailan pa nalaos ang internet sa ibang bansa?

Knowing that I ONLY will be able to reach to him by this apparently quite futile mean turns my inner consciousness inside out. It consumes me whole from within. Waiting drags me to nowhere ahead, but waiting's got to be the only thing I am capable of doing at present. Alangan namang tawagan ko dun. Haha :))

DAMN IT. Naalala ko lang bigla. Hiningi na nga yung landline ko noon, hindi ko pa binigay. I. AM. SUCH. AN. IDIOT.

... in the MEANTIME...

Let's just sleep.

I miss my friends, along with the places I recently have been. I hope they do, too. It would definitely keep me going. :)