I just took a quick shower before letting my fingers type the afternoon away.
However, I am done, feeling fresh, sweat-free and damn spanking new as ever. :D
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The best thing about the previous week was that I was kept pretty occupied all throughout. I wasn't left alone to speculate whatever in the world was I supposed to do next after killing a particular work off. Medyo hectic ang lahat, but based on that week's tempo, I must say that it's not so bad after all. Almost everything seemed to all fall well into place, seemed so stirring that I couldn't even put my finger on it, and seemed so flawlessly right.
I'm not forgetting the piece about being ALMOST, though. : damn the Assyrians for teaching the world callous means of retaliation with their metal plates and all!
Everything seemed to be a-ok in my part. In. My. Fucking. Part. It surely doesn't feel right knowing that on the other side of the fence, somebody is pained with her expectations bit by bit crashing down while mine is yet to unfold not really that spotlessly well, but well enough. I know that grieving about this can never provide a fixed and perfect resolve to this matter, but still, I couldn't help but be emotional about it. The effects of this don't only inhabit in and nibble a certain part of a relationship. It has been affecting RELATIONSHIPS lately.
I want to help. We all want to. But we need your aid the most, for the love of god. Kahit saang anggulo mo kasi tingnan, ikaw at ikaw lang ang makakaayos ng problemang ito. -_-
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Next week, everything in school will officially commence. Kumbaga, appetizer pa lang yung pagpasok namin simula last Monday. Even the start of our duties as disciplinary officers was just some sort of a "patikim". (HAHAHAHA! patikim my ass! Ang tanga ko talaga gumawa ng analogies) next week's the finest and assigned time to follow that certain direction we must tread throughout this year we must boldly face. Now we all know that it'll be a rough trip getting through... but would giving a damn about it make things simpler?
Oh. By this time, I am proud to say that I have finally thought of a profound objective in struggling for that something I am determined to complete for this year. Sa wakas, magkakaroon na rin ng direksyon ang lahat ng mga gagawin ko, and it is all thanks to the one and only Sir Psycho Sexy. I must intensify my efforts to twofold!!
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Junior newcomer: "Hindi na ako makapaghintay na magcheerleader para matalo na natin ang SENIORS!" *snooty beam*
I tag: "Hintayin mong mahagilap kita sa Lunes, hayop ka."
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There's just this thing about this school year's newcomers and a handful of freshmen students feeling so superior, cool and whatever else you might want to associate with that same kind of crap. They scamper around, laugh real hard, pig out and take certain steps as if they actually own the whole place. FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! Huwag naman sana matigas ang mukha. Baka lagariin ko ang mga braso ninyo ng di oras.
At kapag ako nga pala ay nabastos ng kahit sino sa Lunes, (with the exception of the SENIORS... they're old enough to know what'll be best for them :p) mapipilitan akong... magmatigas. Kahit sino naman kasing isalpak mo sa lintek na posisyong yun eh mababanas. Haha.
Cool ka lang, hanibam. Is-mayl! :)
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HAHAHA. That was creepy.
At bakit ako naging sabaw bigla? Katamaran? Writer's block? Unforeseen dementia?
BLEEP.
The correct (and most anticipated) answer is GUTOM.
I am hungry, damn it. I want real food! @_@
Raidakeeda says: "I don't need girls to complete me."
Paraphrased: "I don't need BOYS to complete me."
