dumadalas ang minsan
051107.
I woke up pretty much at an earlier hour than usual today and, for some unknown reason, right away found myself producing a copy of my college class schedule on my laptop. I knew for a fact that yes, I am now very much pumped up to go attend the university, but breezing over one's class schedule for innumerable times given a span of four days' another thing. That one hell of a menace craftily obscured in a cheap bond paper is, sadly, now starting to wear on me. And gods, classes haven’t even started yet. Fackerrr.
Then I remember seeing
that and everything just seems to fall into place.
I have to admit that as for now, one of the chief grounds on why I am so ready to get these collegian stuff over and done with (WELL) is to finally get within a 7km radius to where you will be. To where I used to WANT to be. It isn't going to help me in any way but yes, it will indeed make me happier than usual. And besides, Ding's treating me to isaw for one whole f-ing year if ever I drag my butt to scholastic excellence well and make it. Haha.
Okay parang ang supot ng motivation ko :))
I am talking in codes. And I wouldn't be very much surprised if you ever get to crack it.
This still life with the truths that come along with it is appointed to only go so far. You have your own space, your own time, your own life, and so have I. I cannot go against the powers that be just to alter things up and shape them in harmony with my every single whim. It is wholly essential for me to just take things as they are, take things at a time, and simply just take in the fact that the way things now are can never have more. Not that I would want something MORE, but... You get the picture. Figure it out.
Then I remember seeing
that and somehow, there was something I felt... which is definitely not much.
